I CAN’T BELIEVE SHE DIDN’T INVITE ME TO LUNCH WE USED TO BE FRIENDS DIDN’T WE NO SURELY WE STILL ARE I SUPPOSE IT WAS JUST A COMMON CAUSE OR LIKE SHE WAS REAL GOOD FRIENDS WITH MY FRIENDS AND WE JUST KIND OF FORMED TWO DIFFERENT SPHERES OF THE SAME ATOM
OH WELL IT’S OVER NOW ISN’T IT?
THE ATOM HAS SPLIT / EVOLVED CALL IT WHAT YOU WILL.
THESE THINGS AREN’T TO BE DWELT UPON APPARENTLY THERE’S A WICKED HOUSE PARTY IN SOUTH LONDON, ALL THE KIDS WILL BE THERE THEY’RE GETTING LOADS OF BOOZE AND DRUGS THIS AFTERNOON TO BE READY AND MATT’S BRINGING HIS REAL BIG SPEAKERS, SO IT WILL BE A PROPER SOUND SYSTEM AND ALL OLD SCHOOL STYLE YEAH PROPER LADBROKE GROVE. ANYWAY YOU’RE ALL INVITED OR AT LEAST THEY WON’T MIND IF YOU TURN UP THEY PROBABLY WON’T EVEN NOTICE THEY’LL BE SO FUCKED BUT I MET THEM AT A PARTY THIS ONE TIME SO YOU CAN JUST COME WITH ME THEY’RE COOL FELLAS ONE OF THEM WRITES A BLOG. DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU WANT TO WEAR YET? THEY ALWAYS SAID TO DRESS EXTRAVAGANTLY IN WAR TIME IS MORE THAN BAD FORM IT IS UNPATRIOTIC I THINK I’M GOING TO WEAR A PLAIN GREY T-SHIRT AND SLACKS YEAH SOME NICE SHOES AS WELL THAT’LL BE THE LOOK. THEY SURE CAN BE TRENDY DOWN IN SOUTH LONDON BUT WE’LL LOOK LIKE WE WENT TO SALFORD GRAMMAR SCHOOL YOU CAN’T BEAT THAT YOU CAN’T BEAT AUTHENTICITY. SOMETIMES I TRY TO DRESS LIKE A YOUNG BOB DYLAN AND ALL HIS HASH SMOKING COLLEGE EDUCATED FOLKNIK FRIENDS BUT OTHER TIMES ALL I WANT TO LOOK LIKE IS LEONARD COHEN IN THE 1960S A REAL POET AND EVERYTHING. IT DOESN’T REALLY MATTER WHAT YOU WEAR THOUGH AS LONG AS YOU’RE COMFORTABLE IN IT IF YOU KNOW WHAT I MEAN. IT’LL BE FUN THOUGH REAL GOOD FUN THOUGH. HOPEFULLY WE’LL BE ABLE TO CRASH DOWN THERE SOMEWHERE BUT WE COULD JUST GET A BUS BACK IN THE MORNING (IT MIGHT GO ON QUITE LATE) YEAH THE MORNING SUN’S BRIGHT ON TIRED EYES BUT THE FUNNIEST IS ALL THE SUITS ON THE BUS TRAVELING INTO WORK I CAN’T IMAGINE WHAT THEY THINK OF US BUT USUALLY I CAN’T THINK AT ALL BY THAT STAGE JUST GOTTA RIDE IT OUT TILL YOU CAN GET INTO BED, THEN THAT’S A NICE FEELING FOR SURE.
BUT WHO KNOWS MAYBE YOU MIGHT FIND SOMEONE WHO REALLY LOVES YOU????